Hi! Laveycee here. Just a few warnings for this fanfiction: It is angsty, and Celios (Cecil/Carlos, if you were wondering). ...I hope you enjoy!
To my Carlos--
It's been twenty years since you left me and the pain still hits me every day.
I love you. Carlos, my perfect Carlos, I love you so very much--more than you'll ever know. I wish you hadn't left me. I miss you so much--it's like someone has taken a part of me, and they have, Carlos, they have--someone has taken my heart.
I couldn't go in to work today. You remember how much I loved my job. It used to be that it wasn't something I had to do, it was something I wanted to do, but, dear Carlos, when you left me... it became something I was obligated to do. You'd be so disappointed in my broadcasting these days, Carlos... When you died, so did I, in all but body.
Goodnight, my Carlos, my love.